With Such Grace, ha- Yeah Right.

Music addiction. One hit, one fight.
I'm in the presence of you.
Listening, humming, fight, hit, sing.
My rage, extreme compared extreme
Hit, fight, choke.
Stop pulling on me,
stop pulling me down.
I'm not drowning.
I'm flying, I'm fighting.
Fight, Hit, Scars.
Fact or is it fair.
Unhealthy and helpless.
Fight, Hit, Scars.
Lying awake at night,
shivering, choking, lifeless.
Song replays.
replays.
and
replays.
and
replays.
Drowning, ripping, fix
fix
fix
fix
Can't get it out of my head.
CAN'T GET IT OUT.
I never let go.
I never saw the end.
I never lied, I never lied.
High, floating, warmth.
It hurt, but more that you gave up.

constantly I have to fall asleep to music, not because it makes me feel better, not because it helps with the nightmares, not that it makes things go away.... but because, if only for a moment, I'm not replaying that song over and over and over again.

I can't get the song out of my head.... all I want is the song to get out of my head.....