Never Going Back Again...

I know, I know, for the past couple of posts I have been slacking on actually posting something worthwhile. Mostly, I think it is because I would much rather have someone else tell everyone how I feel. It has been a hard week full of surprises and shifting. I'm hoping, and in a way I know, that all will eventually be just fine- but until then, I have the songs of Fleetwood Mac (being sung by Artie off of glee) and a couple of great friends that sure know how to put a smile on my face. To a great summer, even if it isn't the summer I thought it would be.

<3
Katy

Loss..

Yesterday, I lost my beloved love letters,
As sand they desperately escaped my fingers
Not wondering where they might find themselves,
They rushed with no time to waste.
Sorrow, was felt, as well as feelings that...
are indescribable.
What am I supposed to say?

What am I to do, when all I wanted was the security of having them in my hands?
What am I to do, when all I wanted was the freedom to choose.
Amor Fati.

Screaming out your name...

Any Takers?

Do you really expect more from me?!

Love it.

Katy

A Summer Itch.

One day, my friends... one day I will be back there. A spring dress flying in the wind, a friend by my side, and the entire day to just run, sing, and laugh. One day, my friends, one day I will be back in the beautiful sunflowers of Italy. I can't wait!

Enjoy!

<3

Katy

It's alright!

Finishing your sentence.

This is where art and life come together. Also I have confidence in my understanding of the formal to the point that I don't play with it. I don't want to make that my problem. I know it so well. I have complete confidence in my ability. I don't want to be aware of it or conscious of it. It's not a problem for me. Those problems are solvable, I solve them, can solve them beautifully. In fact, my idea now is to discount everything I've ever learned or been taught about those things and to find something else. So it is inevitable that it is my life, my feelings, my thoughts. And there I'm very complex. I'm not a simple person and the complexity-- if I can name what it consists of-- is the total absurdity of life. I guess that's where I relate...

Eva Hesse

Life is absurd.